Relationships are chaos.
Or at least mine happens to be.
It all started in May when I started talking to a guy that I stopped talking to years ago all because I freaked out. At the same time, I had been trying to figure out when/how to break up with my boyfriend at the time. So it was a very strange time to welcome someone into my life after so long.
And now…we kinda really want to be together. Problem is…he went to California for college (STARTED in the summer) in june and didn’t want to see me first so he wouldn’t get too attached. Although it seems we both got too attached anyway.
But the last few days we had some serious conversations. First about how he wants to let in any girl who wants to be with him in Cali. He doesn’t want to wait til December when he gets back if another girl wants him out there. But what he didn’t realize is that he can’t have me as his girlfriend while he’s considering other girls out there. He wants to be with me “until then”. Now that’s not very romantic is it? So I just kinda told him he can’t have me when he can’t even guarantee ignoring other girls right now.
Am I wrong?